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Traduire   13 années depuis

Hope Is Flaw At Its Finest I look at these blank pages and try to find words to fit them perfectly, as if the souls of these pages linger. As if the expect me to find there true nature and place it upon them in simple black ink. I want to; I find it a constant yearning hidden deep within me. Yet I cannot unlock it. I can't open the door that would lead me to my great muse. For I fear she has run away. I write these words as I fight back despair. It leaks into my head, into my heart. I can't seem to fight it, just keep going. Just keep typing words on a soulless blank piece of paper. My memories play on fast forward somewhere in the back of my mind. A dank and dry storage room that is visited all to frequently. These memories are almost always of you. People have a tendency to give things away, not always physical things; for those are always too easy to lose. No, i mean something far more dear. We give away our hope. The hope for a good #life, for a lasting love. Hope is our #life water, and the poison we take in deep gulps. You always had a way of giving me hope. On this blank page, under the pale white is in fact a soul. Not one that is real and moving, but a soul that is just a small broken fragment of my own. This soul lives on, even when my emotions fade, as they almost always do. It will never take its final breathes, It will never find despair in tomorrow, or emptiness in the day after. That is what Iove so much about a blank piece of paper. That is what I loved so much about you. They say that if love is not nourished that it will fade; and in many ways this is true. I can't remember your smell, or the look of your eyes as we made love. Those things are fading and leaving. But this burning emptiness is still here. This fear of tomorrow will not evade me. It will not stop it's endless chatter of solemn thoughts that break into my mind. All I can hope for; oh that sick hope. Is that I will forget, or you will come home. Both seem unlikely. But that's why hope will always be my enemy. Leaving the lover empty, and the loved a lost memory.

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    Traduire   13 années depuis

    (..) The message that you left, Was wrapped too tight, And had no address, But I hold it close, My fingers tear at the silver wrapping, Because I just wasn't ready, For your reasons, For your answers, I don't know, Will never give satisfaction, Building sexual attraction, But you don't know how you feel, And I'm not here to hold your coat, When you want to finally play in the snow, I'm already chapped by winter, When spring is on its way, You killed all my flowers. So I'm letting summer go, And buying some bandaids, For my broken heart. Goodbye isnt something I was ready for, But I don't play with toys that are not my own.

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      Traduire   13 années depuis

      I Say One Thing If i could tell you of my #life, I would say many things, I would tell you about my first love, And my first loss, We could laugh about the good times, I would cry about the bad, Because angels have no tears, I sit alone, Remembering that your not here. I miss you, mommy dear

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        Traduire   13 années depuis

        First Love First loves end, With the lost and nervous feeling, The emptiness takes over, You find your lungs are still there, Your feet will still move, The sun sets, And the#moonis still a dull god, That we dance under no longer. Because I was half of a hole, Now I grow more and more, Filling the empty, And becoming something, That is what came, From my first love.

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          Traduire   13 années depuis

          Coming Out "Behold!"They said. "blasphemy!" And my hands shook, And my legs cramped, Because on that stage I stood, With nails of my own, And a crown the color of a rainbow, They didn't nail me, But I was spat at and then forgotten, For I could not behold, I could only be bold, Feeling what I felt, Suffering the sting of a belt. I wanted to be free

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