Abused #youngwritershousehold I hide away, In hope they'll stop, But that doesn't stop them at all. They don't let me leave, They hit me and kick me and pin me against the wall. The words they scream, I cant repeat, They are so violet and cruel. I flinch away from their vicious grasp, But they carry on with this abusive duel. They are so violent, They make my face blue, they're my biggest threat, I have the bruises to show what they've done, Nobody knows how horrible they get. I try to scream, But they lock me away, And starve me for days on end. I cry and cry many painful tears, Which come from a heart that will never mend. I suffer in silence, As they beat me senseless, And for no reason at all. Being a slave to your own heartless parents, Makes you feel so small. The amount of times I've tried to escape, I would struggle to count. I cant ever leave the house because of my bruises, Of these i have a large amount. I cant tell a soul about this heartless torture, Because if i did they'd kill me. So when i planned to tell someone, Death is what my fate would be. I smashed a window with a hammer, Which they used to use to hit me. Then before they could could stop me, I jumped out and boy did i feel free. Before i even registered my escape into the real world, I felt a tug on my wrist and upside down my world hurled. I knew what would happen next, I knew what lay ahead, And they dragged be back inside the house, And threw me on the bed. I winced away, I was so scared, As they threw their first punch. Then i screamed in utter agony as i felt my nose crunch. After several painful minutes, Of them beating in my head, There i lay, My motionless body, Abused until i was dead. tastetherainbow©

Frenzy Trapped in a frenzy, With no control, Unable to escape, From this curse on my soul. Hysterical mind, Fury and craze, No way to control, This delusional daze.

Ashes #household Tender scars you leave in my chest, Permanently there now you've been put to rest. Many many tears i have shed, How much i miss you cannot be said. Grandma your resting now but your spirit lives on, A part of me torn away now you are gone. I know eventually everyone passes, And that became more evident when i saw your ashes. Nan i miss you,more than i could possibly write, So for now all i say is night night. Rest In Peace Nanny. Dearly Missed Never Forgotten. 22.12.11

Redemption. Forever Broken Beyond Repair, Hopes And Dreams Shattered By This Despair. Trapped In A Black Hole, A Downwards Spiral, I've Felt Useless Since My #depressions Arrival. Nothing Goes Right And I Feel Empty, I Knew I Was Down When Self Harm Started To Tempt Me. I Searched For Redemption, I'd Had Quite Enough I Was On The Road To Recovery,But Things Were Still Tough. I Hoped To Soon Be Myself Again, After Months Of Mental War, I Was Finally On The Mend. Things Got Better, But I'll Never Forget, The Months I Was Broken And Lived A #life Of Regret. For Self Harm I No Longer Feel Temptation, Now I Am Myself,Because I Had Redemption.

Thunder Storm I hear thunder,i see lightning as i lay in my bed tonight. The sharp bolts of light illuminate the darkness and the rumbles echo across the land. Thunder storms aren't scary they are a wonderful act of nature, and tonight as i lay in my bed,i witnessed this act and it was a mighty great sight.