My Crazy Mind Have you ever seen something that you could swear you've seen before? Have you ever been to places for the first time but you feel like you've been there before? Well that's how Sawyer felt anyway about his #life. Every time a special moment happened in his #life, he felt as if somewhere, maybe in a dream or maybe in a different #life he had seen it. It's like he was gifted. A gift that was only partially good, he could look back at different scenes in his #life and figure why things had not work out until now. This was a great gift! Imagine you've had a broken heart and wondered for so long that why has the girl you loved left you and what good was in it? Well Sawyer was a believer, he believed that good things fall apart so that better things can come together. But when you lose someone or something, you don't right away think that it's for the better. Instead, you break... and when that happens, you are not rational anymore, and you don't care that you are not rational anymore. All you do care about is your feelings that are being hurt, and all you want to do, is to find someone or something that can heal you. Well of course that thing is not around and all you can do at that time is look at the clock and count every second that passes, and hope that at one of these seconds your pain will go away and you will be free again. Sawyer had passed that stage several times already and each time when he met someone new, he would then become a believer again, because he could clearly see why whatever happened had to happen. This was not only for dating of course, every time he achieved something, he'd realize why he hadn't achieved it before, what things he had done wrong, and why it'd have to be achieved at this day and time. This was the good side of his gift, the part that he loved them most but really got him in trouble was... ( to be continued)