Polanski & Manson We are in the Underground when I let it all out, I throw you a line and pray you get caught. You see my failings and maybe you love me, but you know what's best for us, you force me to leave everything I have and keep it within, leave all the words that I could have said. Thank you for rejecting me, thank you for throwing my honesty away. There is something so much more important and you save me when you take it away from me. In a conversation we never put into words I tell you with embarrassing detail, how much I think about you every day, how often you undress in my dreams. The truth is that I should shut up, drop my mask, let everything be like it should. But you know better than I do, maybe you are in love, maybe you are careful. But thank you for holding me off, thank you for saying no when I beg. There are loves so much stronger and you hold me above the surface when you drown me in you.