To Cope With A Lonely Heart For the first time I can honestly say I'm alone well ish! He's left for this entire weekend for some scout thing, without even a second thought to my feelings. Yesterday was hard the day he left but today was harder..... Hearing not even a peep from him is killing me! I want to be angry and shout and yell but who too? To him no because he has no signal so what's the point? Leave him a angry voicemail that's a possibility but that wont bring me any release. I have tried distraction I went to the cinema watched the hunger games for a second time! Then finished reading Mockingjay! But when all that failed I then turned to my friends who very nicely told me they are all busy! Great so I have now been left to the final way of coping which is self pity!! I have curled up in bed with my dog a massive tub of Ice cream a bottle of wine a mountain of chick flicks to watch! Yes I believe I have reached an all time low but the only thing that is keeping me sane is knowing that the little shit who left me this weekend is stuck in a tent in the snow with nothing but a thin sleeping bag to keep him warm all weekend!!! Karmas a bitch!