Torrent Chaos And Stream Soothing I've changed. My appearance has changed.. My attitude.. Not so much. But despite this... My feelings have gotten stronger.. They erupt at times.. Even more do when I think about you. They cascade over me and drown me in their mixed up chaos. I feel like a single drop of water.. Flowing through a huge lake... A lake that has currents of chaos and tiny streams of calm that lead off it.. But always curve back and wash into the lake again.. Everytime I think of you.. It is in the chaos.. I don't know why.. It always seems that when I am calm.. I think of other things and not of you.. I think,based on what I just said, that you drive me crazy.. You drive me into a crazed love that is extreemly hard to stop.. I wash into chaos when I think of you.. I drift into a stream when I calm down.. And yet... You are the one who calms me down.. You make me insane.. Then you instill calmness.. How you do it I'll never know.. How you can drive someone insane.... Then calm them.. You are truly skilled.