Nightmare Maybe there is something wrong. Maybe I'm insane But every time I close my eyes I dream a #life of pain. Dark secrets, bitter lies bubble to the surface as my cold heart dies Late at night something crawls from deep within and crushes my heart of stone I have never known a pain so fierce Until I close my eyes to face myself Lost in a dream In this #life of pain Having trouble telling fiction from fantasy Dreams from reality I go though the day with a smile upon my face only awaiting the dreadful night Where I lay in such a dark place Haunted by the images I know lurk within Try to stay awake Try to win But just as these things crawl inside the dark coaxes my eyes shut Drawing me deeper into the abyss of despair Here in this world where nothing goes right Here you do not receive the option to fight So many revolting sites how I wish this was a sleepless night Sometimes I wish I was numb The pain could not haunt me then Every breath I breathe feeds those things Nothing I can do will make it leave To win There is no hope To be devoured Is all I know