Saving Myself I just couldn't do it, I dropped the knife that was pressing against my neck and I cried till all my head started to throb. I had all the images running through mind, how would of reacted if I had died. Her standing at my coffin, completely lost her face haunted me. No parent should bury their own child - so I just couldn't bare the thought of trying to take my own #life and leaving mum like that. After the tears, I stood up and carried on cleaning and went to sleep as if nothing had happened. Mum woke me up the following day and asked how my trip was, I smiled and told her all about it, I was content-for now to say the least...