Schizophrenia, What I Have To Deal With SO HAPPY! she loves me, she changed...FOR ME! I am so happy I have found someone I love with my full heart and it is not forced! She I flawless, perfect skin, eyes and hair. We spend the night together, holding each other, long after they are asleep. She comforts me and tells me all of my ups. She is perfect, and yet I am not, so why do I have her? Because, schizophrenia is a fucking bitch