afraid My kindness is not your doormat it is not your cigarette bowl I am not the things you take from me just to make yourself feel whole My forgiveness is not your excuse to use me as you please I am more than just my intense need to always keep the peace My time is not your toy to pick up when you choose I may keep on my bravest face but any heart can bruise When I really love you I will always give my all but I am hoping you wont push me when all I do is fall