To Those I Love Smiling, no im crying You can only see the mask that i show Im dying This pain in side wount go I watch those around me Acting like every thing is good I put away the key Ya im not taking off my hood I think my heart is damaged Can not be repaired Every thing that has happend A bit of it is uncleared Here i say to you im fine But thats not the truth Really im crossing the line Giving my death ticket to the reaper on the other side of the booth I try to help others and be by there side Telling them they will never be alone Hoping they will never cry Hoping this will always be known I know i dont say how i feel all the time But you know i dont lie in #poem This is my crime Ill admite i feel broken I say this know and for ever more I love you So please do not ignore And this fighting is making me blue Im sorry for what i did For the things i have done and said Ill try to close the lid But really im hanging by a thread But if you want me gone That is what i will do I will not respone Then ill know this relationship is through But first tell me you hate me Then ill truly leave But know youll always be deep in my heart and you have the key So please do not greve