My Favourite Heartache. Lessons I never learn, Bridges I never burned. Desire redder than a rose, your thorns cut deeper than I show. Shadows behind you now in front of me, Can't escape the fate that's haunting me, Looming. Illuminating the dark like a mistake that I can't face. Stressing me with your words, can't keep track of these, Memories. Taking front seat because you're all I see, Choking me with smoke, Yeah, that's what you do to me. Poison in my lungs I inhale you, Tortured myself but that's because of you, Never, ever judged because you were me. Cold heart melting by the love you never wanted. Forgiveness don't come easy when you're stealing every piece of me, Greedy. Grasping at straws because you're what I always needed to see. Distance making us perturbed, words of truth make us disturbed. But I stick by you cos' your decent behind all that crap your feeding me, Leading me on knowing I'm getting it wrong, Don't want no one to be waiting for you at home. Bullshit. You know it isn't true, When it comes down to it, You need me more than I ever needed you.