Venting I'm sorry I haven't been on for a month, but I have been battling with my inner demon since forever. It is part of me. I have chorionic #depression and it isn't easy to battle this demon. Every morning when I wake up, the very first thing I think of is... will I win today? Or will I lose? But I have been clean for 2 years now. I haven't picked up knife or razor or any broken/shattered glass and there's no new wounds/cuts since 2 years... I'm still trying.. for my daughter's sake, and for my husband's sake... I felt the urges to do it today, it was and is very strong. Strongest as ever. I decided to pick up iPad, to write instead of picking up the knives, to cut.... the next post will be my writing... my venting..
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