March 19th 17 March 19th 17 There are times where I'm in deep contemplation of my trauma. I ask the question "Why?" To everything I recall in search of some sort of deeper meaning or clearer answer. I use things I know and am able to determine to get to things I don't know the answers to, like the origin of Steve's behavior. Marcus said it was that his coworkers introduced him to drugs, but I just can't fathom how drugs can teach someone how to abuse people within a couple swigs, puffs, injections, or bites. I get confused, because Marcus said that his father used to be a good man, eliminating all possibilities of it running in the family. I was naive at the time. I didn't understand why he couldn't just prolong his daytime behavior.
