Accident Child Why do I try I just want this to end The pain is too much I cry myself to sleep way too much anymore I want a handful of pills I want to feel happy and high before I take a handful too many What's wrong with me I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY I just want to be able to type that without tears pouring down my face What is wrong with me Why can't I be normal Why do I alwayyyyssss mess up I really was a mistske to be born