The One Who Ruined Me Its ghost hour and i cant sleep again Everytime i close my eyes i fear of dreaming Waisting another night dreaming of you Its been months since ive loved you Why does this ache keep attacking my heart I dont want you I dont I swear i dont You make me sick I want to throw up all our memories And all the ways you hurt me You wont stop calling me Are you drunk again ?? Why are you doing this .. Im not strong enough But .. Ill be ok .. Is that what you want me to say?? Leave me alone Please Im begging you Dont you dare tell me you love me... Its like you called to make me cry I cant do this *Keep breathing Keep breathing * Those words wont convince me I HATE YOU. Youve completely ruined me I hate myself for what i allowed you to do I dont even know who im supposed to be anymore