I'm In Love With My Friend Start at the earth Slowly you rise Gently moving Thoughtful and wise, Two long columns Smooth and firm, Hold a jewel That makes me squirm. You extend a hand And slowly start To feel the jewel As I feel my heart. My heart is racing My mind is alight We seem so wrong Yet you feel so right. The columns excrete A clear light sob, The fluid trickles It does a job. The jewel is pulsing The jewel grows hard, You whisper music Like a young Queens bard. Now on your feet You pull me near, My heart beats wildly My mind unclear, You pull my face in I draw breath now, You lean towards me Then take a bow. You look at my eyes Emblazoned with fears You nod your head Then leave me with tears. I come to my senses And race to the door, You've left me a note But whatever for. Your quill must've shaken Your writing is smudged, There's a tear ever present I feel I misjudged. You write your words warmly, You tell me to sleep, You ask me to promise, That our secret I'll keep. We cannot go further, We cannot be one, For if we commit, The friendship is done. Our love would be tragic, Our love would cause pain, Harm to our friends, And to those who we feign. Our love may be strong, And our bond may be pure, But it just seems too risky, For us to endure. Yet the cycle repeats, Another letter you've left, Saying no to our romance, You leave me bereft. I sleep alone in my bedroom, The days are the same, Then I hear the door knocking, You're back here again, You start at the earth, And you slowly rise, We do want each other, But we'll keep living lies.