Part 1 Of Forever I don't ever remember feeling like this. I don't ever remember feeling for someone like this. I don't ever remember just going about my day. And going about my day, I don't ever remember feeling endeared from so far away. I don't ever remember the last time I felt secure. I don't ever remember the last time I shedded a HAPPY tear. I don't ever remember the last time I felt like I mattered. I don't ever remember feeling feelings of emotions so scattered. But I do remember that one night a #poem came to me. 'That lovely smile' at 3 in the morning. And as writing it I felt that same overwhelmed loving feeling while hugging each other good night on our first date. Did I mention ending it late, exactly 3 in the morning late. Unfortunately you will never hear that #poem. Because carelessly gave it away I, me alone. Looking back at it yesterday One thing i will regret today and all the days. It sucks because the #poem defines what was already gonna happen What was already put in to unknowing motion. This is all over the place, like my feelings for you. I can't t-think when I'm around you, showing loving emotions about you too. This is more like a starting of a love letter. I say starting because I plan on feeling this way forever. You have to be it. I want you to be it So I'll say "see you soon!" And write Part 1 of this.