Before Then and After Before I used to wake up w..

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Before Then and After Before I used to wake up with grief and spent the day longing and then the next, the same. Everday just got bleaker and I felt a lack in my chest that was nothing but emptiness. Then I found a reason. I found that days started to shine and have more meaning. I woke to a bliss in knowing your comfort. I felt my days go by brighter than ever. My chest was filled. After Now, I wake. I wake to a grief that made my grief before nothing. I would go on trying to grasp every small idea to why this would ever happen. I felt my days fade and felt only a shadow of whats left. Altough I was filled, I felt a different pain, a pain of tearing and breaking.