I Wish I Could Say... Words leave me when I need them the most. Why? For years I have wondered, what it would be like to say what's on my mind; in my heart and yet, I got nothing. I watch people. Watch them say whatever is on their mind; in their hearts! Without reprecussions. But I'm not that lucky. The only thing I face after relieving my heart of the heavy burden of repressed feelings, is reprecussions. Consequences. Punishment. Which result in nothing but hour long pain and endless stream of tears. I try to stop. Try to stop myself from letting the tears flow. But I fail. And this failure ultimately results in my comfort. My peace. My silence.