What Can I Do I'm slowly slipping. Everything I knew is gone. Everyone I thought I could trust Everyone I once believed in Gone. Sometimes I wonder if I just let go If everything would be better But then I think about the pain caused by my cousin And how much that hurt And I know I can't bring myself to do it. But it's the worst feeling Like you're drowning But you can see everyone around you breathing. But some people's masks are secretly punctured And they're drowning with you But you don't know You don't know And I tell myself it'll get better That I'll have my friends again That they'll be back But it just keeps getting worse And I don't know how To trick myself Into thinking it'll go away.