Pain I smile, I laugh, i keep my head up high. I joke, I kid, I have fun and make it known. I cry, I become suicidal, I am depressed. I shut myself out, try to breath but every breath feels tainted. Why am I here? When my inside thoughts and feelings don't show? I am not free, I am trapped. I am young but my future is bleak, for this world is a poison to me. Thoughts race through my head, I'm not pretty enough, nor thin enough and I'm not smart enough! I look in the mirror and see something worthless, no matter how hard I try to love myself. I cannot. But I won't let it show, I will smile and get through another day. Cover my scars and bleed internally. I will show no pain.
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