Disoriented Seeker Since childhood I’ve been taught to, Fancy you and as I grew, My desire and envy getting stronger How can I wait any longer ? They say you will be perfect, My better half, my soul mate. Forgiving my mistakes, Cherishing my weaknesses, Accepting my person, You will flourish my soul. Seeking my charming prince From illusion to disillusion My hope is getting mince Do you exist? I’m in confusion Where are you ? To fight my insecurity, To protect me, To help me grow. My mind is wandering, My ideal is vanishing. Under world’s opinion, Between lies and fantasy Behind the closed curtains of, My mind. You’ve been hiding. My inner Strength, My self Confidence, You are the Love. You are the Light. - Sarina