thanks for love love suffering have stages...first its fresh one when u cant sleep at night not eating and nervous-ur mood moving from very happy to incredible sad one-depends on seconds part actions.secondly middle stage-when u still have mode to accept actions, ur mood still changing in some way, and lovely u have the feeling of being surprised...my stage is the most boring-i stopped being surprised and amazed,my feelings are lost all colors except black white and thanks God grey,but i no longer struggling and can start crying or laugh,yes u can find out differences in mood before and after but in general im peaceful as that frog from the The Doors song. Feedback-all is have stages,levels,and unfortunately expired time.And yes love is only for 3 years...the last one is boring year.Now i can resume. Who saying about being sad...nobody.get up/stand up and jump-ur #life soon wont be oriented on another's person crap.fireworks! ps im very happy that only love giving me power to struggle fighting for my future and yes sure its my sense of fuck where is my new bag and shoes,but im also very happy that i started to write and realize so much,read new book and listen to classical music.love is development if u accept and accommodate with feelings in the right way.love give me inspiration to write and to understand plus giving me tears to feel sorry and laugh to be happy.