Lust I'm afraid to see you But I want to see you I'd like to know what you're doing How you're doing and all I really like to know how things are going on for you But I'm afraid if we were to meet up You'll see what I hate so much about myself You'll see the ugly in me You'll probably have second thoughts And maybe you'd want to stay away from me Or maybe you'd want to create a distance between us I'd hate that And I'm afraid that will happen So I will just stay here A little far away from you Just to see how you're doing. -nsh-