PHANTOM I'm in love with a phantom Always there in my head You come alive at night And crawl into my bed But the presence is welcome There's nothing I want more To have back what I lost All I had with u before God knows tried to forget you memories refused to disappear And in a way I wasn't ready To say goodbye to u my dear I wonder who u are sometimes Why can't I seem to walk away My faith in God has disappeared Nothing happens when I pray People comment and pass advice Perhaps I just need to be tougher They say Forgetfulness is the key To all the losses we suffer