Weakness When you miss someone that much you can't picture yourself with anyone else. He's always in your mind and everything reminds you of what used to be. You promised to give him the world on a plate and even then you still wasn't good enough he still couldn't decided if he wanted you or if he was too busy getting drunk. He played you on told you things like 'iloveyou' and 'i miss you' because he wanted to keep you for when he had nobody else. He spread rumours about you and all you did was care for him. Because of his job role he thought he was a higher person then you. When you was with him it felt like the whole world stopped turning because when he smiled your heart stops beating, the sound of his laugh when your being childish was beautiful even when he said it wasn't. He told you how beautiful you was how much you ment to him and then how worthless you are and how he wishes he never set eyes on you. It's funny how things can change in a heartbeat. You didn't do anything wrong,and when he was upset you sat up all night cheering him up even though you had to get up early because his happiness means more to you then yours. Moral of the story, the moment you let down your walls for someone is the moment you loose control of your heart and if you love someone,make sure he loves you back.