Losing My Mind To Love It's as if I can't face reality. Stuck here loving you with no one to talk to. And do you love me? I can't even answer that. You can't even answer that. It's a nightmare disguised as a day dream. You ruffle your hands through your blonde hair and smile. That smile I grew to love. That smile that can't love me back. Though time is on my side it is my worse enemy. I walk up to you. I grin. I say hey. But I get nothing back. No emotion. No talk. Just the grim underworld of reality. Sticking knives into my fairytale I once believed in. So I close my eyes and walk away. My world enclosed in your palm. You won't love me today but you will tomorrow. What is this #life I lead. Spinning faster into a catastrophe. Losing my mind on one, selfish, boy.
