i can stop its a mantra in my head in my mind with every slice, every slash im one of a kind im not addicted to this gash i can stop whenever i choose i just dont want to right? controls the one thing i'll never loose as i lie in bed, alone, at night blood staining the cotton i can stop, in fact i will just to show my lonely soul is far from rotten but when i try to stop, i should know i cant....NO i just dont want to i'll prove my health another time for now i'll keep throwing bloody tissue down the loo its my body, so it cant be a crime. i can stop i can stop I.CAN.STOP. right?