Dead To The World All my #life I waited alone, Not knowing what I was hiding from. You opened my eyes and let me see, The world so vibrant and new. I didn't want this. I didn't want to fall. I opened up and showed you my true self, risking everything for what might have been. But one look and you ran, far away. My heart is shattered and I have no hope left. Why did you make me believe there was hope? Now I hide, back in my shell. Wishing I was better. Am I really so unloveable? I am a monster cursed to be alone forever more. My walls that you destroyed are being rebuilt, but this time they are only to hide my broken heart.