2014-05-30 0000 5:30 you are not yet awake, yet the birds sing for you. They sing a song, sung just for you, for you, my love, are worth such a delicacy. 60 you will wake up soon, and smile because of me. you watch the sun rise, just as I will watch it set, and I will hope that one day I can give you the sky, for you deserve nothing less than the ecstasy provided by the sky 6:30 you are on my mind as I wake up, it is strange to me, I have not thought of someone so often in such a long time. I look at the clock, thinking of you, for you are running drills now, and I know you are scolding yourself for missing shots. when will you realize I love you no more and no less based on how many three-pointers you can sink? I will always love you! 70 our days begin, and we pass through halls, looking at faces that have no importance, for the only important face is the others'. when our happiness is evident and my poetry alive, we have found a loophole, the key to our success is this. it is our pain in #life, transpired in events of torture and pain, that shaped our very being, the golden girls and the royal boys who added to our torture and shame, who brought upon us terror and inflicted pain, the discomfort is gone. 30 I am free, released to volleyball, and I think of you, at basketball, and think of the luck I have. they say that when someone else's happiness is yours, that is love- and I wonder how much I love you. To the#moonand back? to the outer reaches of the Milky Way galaxy? 'thiiiiiis big?' you must understand, every tear and laugh and smile you show me is one I return with such delight in my heart, for you are sweet bliss. 50 the small talk begins, right before dinner, and the stories are told, the days events are revealed the comforts given. 80 I am reminded of you, my prince, and I know that without a doubt, I would make you a thousand crowns of daisies and roses, simply to make you stay. I would sew your robe, making it white as snow and beautiful like our love. I would polish and wash your abacot making it perfect like you, and send you off to battle, crying for myself. you turn to say something, yet it is lost in a breeze of mystery, but I know the words by heart. it is time. 90 the words I know by heart come flowing out. I am a fountain of words and wisdom, unable to contain the inner workings of my mind. the words you have said are simple: em take a chance on me, I promise you, I'll fight our sports and opposite lives just to spend a day with you. I am infatuated with you. {e.k.}