"What's been bothering you?" What's been bothering me? What has been bothering me... What hasn't been bothering me? Everything has been bothering me. Everything and everyone. The fact that I can't find the effort to get out of bed has been bothering me. The fact that I never want to see people anymore has been bothering me. The fact that... every time there's an opportunity to get out of the house and go outside... someone ruins it for me. Whether my mother says no, the person cancels their plans, or they just ditch me. It bothers me. It bothers me to know, that my #life could possibly just end up with me waiting for everything. Waiting for warm weather to go outside. Waiting for school to talk to people. Waiting for an opportune moment to say what I feel. Waiting for things that will never come on their own. Waiting for my #life to begin. Waiting until I cannot be bothered any longer. I'm bothered by waiting. I'm bothered by myself.