In Between Is it true when people say you destroy yourself?... I might do that everyday. A little battle goes on within myself with myself 24/7 and the same side wins every time. Do I struggle with keeping my sanity? I mean will I just blow up inside one day ? So many thoughts that roam through my mind Must things workout this way? .. I feel I am ready to explore this world, At my own pace obviously.. but if something IS done Will I shut down?.. I guess in time we shall see..