30-something Has-been 30 something has-been Whatever happened to spontaneity; It seems it's been traded in for good old fashioned punctuality- Predictability, stability, functionality. Its like my 30 something self is mocking The 17 year old me; I'm not sure I'd even like myself if I were 23. The thing about change is change -a shift in priority; No time for time-wasting, Impatience has long since become a virtue. It feels like my youth has been a 'has-been', Been and gone and lost amidst the tailspin of my Former glory; Grandeur is my legacy; Grandmother of my otherwise 30-something normality:reality cuts deeply.