Being Myself I am lonely and mix up. I am 14 looking like 16. In #life in general I can't really be a 14 year old girl because I look older so I need to act like I was older. When I'm with my family I have 3 choices being with my cousin and my older sister and being 14 looking 16 acting 18, being with my other cousin and my younger sister and being 14 looking 16 and acting 10 or being with the aldults which is worst because they do like I wasn't there because they think I am to young to be a part of the discussions. So if I choose to be with the older girls I don't feel at my place and I feel like I am bugging them so I live them. If I am with the younger one sometimes the parents tell me that I shouldn't act like them and be more responsible so I live them. If I am with the adults I don't exist. So everywhere I go i need to mix with three different type of ages or two in #life in general. So when can I just be me and only me?