This Pain As my heart is crying out To the depths of the sea My mind is blowing up With all these fantasies I don't wanna fall in love If he ain't the one But I don't wanna break his heart If he's giving his all It's my dream to make it big In this #life that I've been blessed with But it's holding me back This pain within me The tears that are hidden Boy you driving me crazy Now writing is my picture & the picture getting ugly I'm sorry that I'm shattered But you didn't have to break me You're so heartless But I still ...I still catch those feelings