Alone It is quite an unexplainable thing To feel alone among the many, To know that others around you on every side Yet you still do not know any. Deep down you know that people love you But you tell yourself that is a lie, You wish that you could just reach out But are embarrassed at how you feel inside. You act as though nothing is the matter; On the outside you're like a statue, But no one knows that inside you're a wreck Young judged and insecure if anyone looks at you. Your anxiety gets worse and worse Yet when people ask you say that nothing's wrong, You're used to pretending to be something you're not But it's hard to pretend to be strong. Really it's just one thing that keeps you alone, The ever present fear of rejection; You start to consider ending it all Wishing you had a lethal injection. As the pain continues with no sign of stopping You ponder on what would be the simplest way, Until you spot that spare extension cord After an exceptionally miserable day. You go online to find out how To tie your final not, You know stand with your head at the ceiling This is not the end you sought. You Think about just stepping down But your pain has passed its limit, So you jump to the floor with your necklace of death And your body is left with no #life in it. If you wish for something hard enough Then come true soon it will, For like the statue used to imitate You are now forever still. I hope these words can bring help to others Because it may be hard to see, That although I was saying you What I really meant was me.