Space I screaming inside so much so. The pain iv been apart of sadness yet not antill naw did not what to see or truly believe that it happened or that I was even there let alone apart of the nightmare. I ponder is this all just a dream that i. Keep having like someone or something trying to tell me run away why you can go don't look back. Love is so hard to understand & wish I could get it . Mind is confused heart fooling apart . no one can truly tell you how hard #life is . Its more amazing & magical that we got so much to still understand .