umm.. what's partying? is it weird that i'm almost 17 years old and have no personal WANT to go out and party? i have no urge to drink or smoke.. nothing. there's a big halloween party this weekend, and i really just don't want to go.. that's a saturday with my boyfriend that would be wasted.. i'd much rather snuggle up in his bed with him, watch scary movies and eat instead.. I personally don't think that's so bad.. then my friends are all like "you're missing out on your teenage years" blahblahblah.. no... i'm not. i'm doing what i WANT. i see no... appeal to drinking alcohol and acting a fool in front of people or whatever. it's probably not normal, but i'm really happy i'm irregular in this case.. hopefully this saturday (i think it's the day of the big party) jay and i can go to major graham mansion. i don't know if we are though. i reckon we'll see. i went last year and had a blast! i'm really excited at the thought of possibly going again. we also have our halloween costumes picked out! we're gonna be pirates! ARG! i have my prom dress picked out for his senior prom! i'm gonna feel like a fricken princess! that dress is absolutely BEAUTIFUL! I can't wait to get it! Christmas is coming up and I still have no clue what to get jay. :/ he never tells me anything or gives me any hints! he needs to stop that. xD hmm.. what else? oh! i turn 17 in February, and shortly after that, jay graduates. I'm gonna cry so hard when he does. my baby's growing up. he'll be 18 in august. <3 my very own grown-up! HA! well, i reckon that's all for now. i just wanted to vent about the partying junk. ugh. -.- anyways, buh-bye!<333