Words I sit and wonder how I didn't notice The strain you put on my soul The heart the grown soo cold The words that split me in two I took it all I took the pain I engulfed it I tried everything to feel strong As you beat me down I look back and still I cry I couldn't change you Even though I loved you I put your love above my own I kicked myself Until I could no longer breath I bleed that night , alone All the memories All alone Those words that night Finally tore me down