#dearfriend Well I feel kinda ashamed to say this but I don't want to eat. I know it's stupid and I know the consequences but there's a voice in my head saying it'll be fine if you don't have your dinner and no one will notice. And the voice is becoming right. It's not like I've gone for three months like this - only 5 days. But not eating is my only hope. I look like a whale on legs. When I sit down my thighs expand to the size of Russia. There's like no way out. I have a really bad sweet tooth even though I'm trying to cut sweets out. I sleep way less than I used to in primary school, there's faint dark circles under my eyes. As I pull myself out of bed my muscles ache. Only my brother knows that I've skipped meals but I made him promise not to tell. Well it's not like my family would care anyways. I just really need to lose weight and I have no clue what to do. Please help Anonymous #dearfriend