Mum Of Three And Terrified! So, I have a wonderful family, two boys and a baby girl, and #life is beautiful. I kept wanting to pinch myself, thinking to myself, 'I can't be this lucky'. Everyday they amaze and thrill me, make me smile, provide light in my #life. I decided to start writing this blog, for myself more than anything else, to document those moments with my children, to cherish and share how they make me want to be stronger and better. Yesterday I took my youngest son to the doctors because of a small black mark on his temple. I was expecting the doctor to say I was fussing, that it was a little scab, nothing to worry about. Instead he sent an urgent email to the hospital to get an appointment with a dermatologist. He typed "URGENT - SUSPECTED CANCER'' on the screen. We are at the start of a journey and I don't know where it will end. Hopefully it will end with the hospital saying it is nothing, though I am not optimistic about that. Alternatively it will be removed and that will be then end of it (the most likely outcome). But deep inside my mind lies the (unlikely and remote) possibility of a darker outcome. I can't help it, he is my world, he is everything to me, I love him more than I every thought possible and the thought of him being ill terrifies me. So now in my blog I want to document the wonderful anecdotes of #life, of them, those children that shape my very being. Those people in my #life that I love so completely that it is impossible to explain to anyone who isn't a parent themselves.