Necessary Evils It begins as a scream in the night. You awaken to a foggy reality. "Where's my weapon?"- is the first coherent thought you form. Slowly, you realize where you are and place your palms to your face as you sit back on the bed. Ashamed. You know people look at you differently. You can't even attend a fireworks display on the 4th of July without sweaty palms and a bout of anxiety. Your body is exhausted, although you're still young. And still, when they ask, you go again. And you feel alive again! It has become your reality. For you, it is normality. You have realized that you are a dangerous man. But these are dangerous times. And the world needs you that way. Rough, gritty, foul-mouthed, and ruthless. Yes, the world needs forces that can act like nature. "The world sleeps peacefully in their beds at night because there are rough men who stand ready to do violence on their behalf."