Exactly! I don't know what I'm going through right now. If I did I would vent it all here. Lot's of different thoughts! Ughh I almost had it....Ah! Sometimes I feels like I don't belong, even to my clique! A clique....how stupid but so strong in influencing who you are and what you do! Why do we conform in the thoughts of the mass!?! Cause we don't wanna end up alone and marginalized like the person your clique does not accept but that you find pretty damn cool! Why are we afraid to stick up for whats right even if it means standing alone?Why do I do whats wrong if I know its wrong? The excuse of everyone doing it is pretty sad! I wanna be different and 100% not phony. Thats who I think I wanna be, but I think deep inside I would rather not be alone! What a disgusting dilemma of mankind, that so many have gone trough, all picking the same path...the one of the not standing alone but the one of standing on the other side looking down.