Inner Mutiny I don't know why i feel this way... Don't have the energy and feeling depressed. Have to battle with intense feelings of dislike and animosity. Fighting with problems of pride, anger and bitterness. Wish that i could be up and peppy but i feel down. In the middle Of my musings I came across a line my friend wrote. Of herself she says"I am a potato in the middle of the ocean seeking solace". This has got me thinking for days. What does it mean? Why a potato? Can't I be a cat that is set on conquering the ocean? A potato seems totally passive, directionless and innate. So today here I am typing clueless. It's 6:30 and my body wont move to the direction it needs to go. It seems like there's some sort of mutiny going on. Pondering whether I should call in sick or just grab my coat and go. Tsk..tsk.. Even my thinking cap seems to be enlisting in the mutiny. For a moment my cat looks at me with eyes full of pity and sympathy. Then he opened his mouth , yawned and went back to sleep.