Is it me? Or you ever feel that too? Ok, I have these all of random ideas what to write and bla bla bla, and when I actually ready, sitting in the sofa, facing the blank page, and the ideas just puff! All blur!  Have you ever feel like you want everything to be perfect until it gets you and create the perfectionist-you. Me? It happens to me pretty often. For example, when the day started in the weekend (when I had a bit of free time for some "me time") it started with the idea of having an enjoyable bath time, cos its a weekend! I want everything to be perfect, when I realized that I havent buy my favorite aromatherapy, I running out of shampoo, and maybe some other things that makes it so-not-perfect and it leads to the-grumpy-me. Put it that way. And it didnt stop there. Then I went out with sone friends, we went to the shopping center (uh-uh thats when the dillema started). I just "need" to buy stuffs that I wrote on the list so I wont end up buy things that I dont need. Remember the list that I wrote? it just useless at the end. I just end up buying stuffs that I "want" more than I need. This is so typically me. And the dillema is getting worst when I realize that Im over budget and I have to choose whether Im gonna have a dinner with friends? OR buy the 20% off Manolo Blahnik shoes that I've always wanted? I went back home and it still felt not-that-perfect. More like, "jeez I shouldnt do that!" Yeah, the kinda feeling that we all familiar with. Regret. I should have just stick on my list, not over budget (again), So I could end up had a nice dinner with friends, and maybe just maybe I can get the Manolo shoes. And the regret list just continues... But you know what, its all right to feel like that, I spent two hours afterwards thinking that I shouldnt even complaining about how today is not perfect. But realized that it doesnt matter whether its perfect or not, but its about how we can enjoy our #life. #life is a form of an imperfection. Besides, perfect is boring! 