All A Big Blurrr And as I drive my mind loses all sense of motion The world goes on my world stops before me I'm glaring straight through I didn't miss you I didn't like you Yes it was all a little to easy And now here comes the pain Im getting tired of wearing this smile everyday Truth is I'm lost I get urges to run and hug you Truth is everyday my body gets weaker I mean wouldn't you ? If you lost your back bone Everyone was so shocked at how well I took it I was shocked the most But now it's hit me Now it's sunk in And I feel sick I feel lost And I feel like I need you I hate you Why Dyu do this to me You said you loved me Why did you let this happen Why Dyu let it get this far I regret every living memory that ever involved you My weakness is attachment So losing hurts Hurts a little more everyday They say it gets better in time So why is it getting worse for me I wana clean slate I wana start fresh I wana go back But #life's a test and there's no turning back So I Gota take it as it comes Make the most while it lasts Cause it feels like falling skies But really I'm a lucky one #love #loss #lucky #sad #happy #falling #why #lost #sensation