Right, Okay, Here Goes My First Opus. Yesterday was weird, when I was with my bestfriend and our other friend, she was all horrible and then when it was just me&her she was nice to me, and I saw her chats with our friend. They were talking about me behind my back, being horrible, I need to no what I should do, because when she's all sweet and nice to me I feel like we are ment to be bestfriends like its faith, but she makes me feel guilty and unwanted I don't want to feel like that anymore, she's becoming a cow, I'm not going to lie. I wish we'd never met and that #life would start over completely, I want to be a different person, I can be nasty sometimes and I can be nice but I don't want haters, I only want real friends. True friends. Lol, I no this will never happen but Owell. It's nice to dream...
