tell me first. you don't know how badly i want to. just tell him, what ive been wanting... needing to... since the moment we talked. we shared. we connected. i wanted to say, "i love you." just as a friend but i didnt... because i felt like he would think i was becoming too attached. too needy. too desperate. then something happened... my heart beated faster. my hands became cold and clammy. and i swear the zoo was let out in my stomach. when i look at you, it's not the same. i blush and look down. when you playfully punch my shoulder, my skin tingles at your touch. what's happening ? am i starting to like you... love you.. even more than just a friend? But no, i can't say it. i know you like me too... but what if i say, "i love you." and you dont feel the same. and i would look stupid and moronic and then there would be a silence. then awkward communication and less communication and no more.. communication. See that's why i can't say it even though im dying to. because i really do love you. but i will just wait, until you can say it too so that i would know for sure that you love me too. xoxo Vanessa