Unexpected I didn't expect to break down in the middle of my stairs. I didn't expect to be crying so hard I couldn't talk. I didn't expect to not even acknowledge my father staring at me from the bottom of the stairs. I didn't expect how much it hurt. I didn't expect to just lay down in the shower and cry while the water ran over my shaking figure. I didn't expect for my night to fall apart so quickly. I didn't expect to hear the words "Pop passed away an hour ago."